COST
It fell- my heart / It fell from my chest and I didn’t even try to stop it / It broke. / I swear I felt it break / It broke mercilessly and nothing could stop it.
I’m awake, aware, but paralyzed. I can feel him- quiet, tall, hovering at the edge of my bed. I can’t move, can’t scream. All I can do is feel the weight of fear pressing down, waiting for the horror to unfold
The pandemic has forced us to sit with uncomfortable truths about ourselves and the world. This blog is a reflection on messy thoughts, existential dread, and figuring it out together.